Sunday, February 20, 2011

Stay Stuck

If Geo is stuck on the interstate between here and there, he can just stay stuck!
He didn't call,
He said "no" in all the ways, except "no thanks."
I endured my ex-husband and his new wife and family, yet again.

My sister says that my ex is "uncomfortable" in normal situations; and that, sad to say, is true.  So add an uncomfortable situation, and its almost uncomfortable watching.

My ex and I, actually managed pretty good, I would say, running into each other at the most surprising moments, until he found another uncomfortable being like himself.

And then it was really odd.
Again, the three of us, now, would run into each other at the most surprising moments and instead of an "oh, hi," and pass each other quickly, they would grab hands, turn and almost run.

For a long time, I thought it was because of something they thought I WOULD DO, which for the life of me, I couldn't think what that was.  I have  never made a scene; I didn't even make a scene in public over my divorce.

Then I realized it was them.
It truly was them.
I suppose what got me, somewhat the most, is that one year they were dating, his whole family behaved the same way.
An ABOUT face had been done right in front of me, and I didn't know why.

Then they got married,
his brother & sister in law that I know rather well, became friendly again.
At any time.

I would learn, they didn't like the new wife.
MY former mother in law's opinion really doesn't count, because she likes none of the outlaws.  Her support is just as odd as his behavior. 

Maybe it wasn't that I endured them, it is that they endure me. 
Its actually kind of funny.
As I got up to go check out my "bucket" (which I didn't win), his new wife had clearly pointed me out to some other chick, as she was checking me out.  PLEASE. 

So stay stuck in Montana. 

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