Sunday, July 31, 2011

Still Finding that Balance

Here's exactly how I feel...right or wrong...it is how I feel. 

I don't want to go out with him because that will probably be the end of it, whatever "it" is.  And I don't want this ?? hell ?? to end because ya, I'm bored or something.

In a way it seems that being involved is better than nothing

Yet the longer I'm attached in some odd way, the longer the pain continues.

Yet, by God, I am tired of assholes.  One time Willys.
Part of me is afraid that I can't go into the date without an expectation of more.

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