As I sat down at the library today (to use their computers that has a program I don't and then I can email the information to the necessary place), I sat next to a guy that is on the same Dating Site as myself. And he was scoping at "new" women. I'm thinking that I have kind of seen him on the site, but since I'm not looking for anyone IN Sheridan, that helps!
He was kind of frantically clicking and emailing, looking at profiles. And there is something just so - it feels kind of like being punched in the stomach. I guess because of "all" the possibilities... and yet, I KNOW and have had to relearn it...just because there are SO MANY fish, it doesn't mean that we are meant for everyone.
It also gave me this, well sick feeling. Looking around the library, getting a glimps of what this guy is kind of like and yet not fully by any means. I had to wonder what the men I have met are like, while on the computer.
There are 2 men that I've met (actually have met) that I would say are fairly calm at the computer; and yet, who we are in real life is different than even at the computer.
BUT before it was over, he managed to click on MY PROFILE. And I almost couldn't breathe. Well, I couldn't. For a second, I was slightly worried....that he would look AT me and realize....
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