It's kind of turned into a depressing Memorial Day Weekend. Then again, maybe it's not suppose to be a celebration weekend, as we "remember" those that died for our freedom, those that fought and fought hard for our freedom.....
It is rainy out and that is joyous! because we've been like Texas for the past 2 months and in the north, that just isn't normal. We need moisture.
Three and a half weeks ago, I had 3 crushes. I had been at that juncture before, 3 fish. 3 possibilities. And seen them all disappear without me doing a darn thing.
How does that happen? Why does it happen?
As I logged in, to write this morning, I re-read an earlier post - 2 posts ago. About "No, We Can't be friends." Of how sometimes friendship isn't possible. It just isn't. NOT because the 2 people involved aren't worthy of friendship, and even friendship with each other. Just because it simply isn't in the cards.
A friend of mine asked the other day, when I was talking with her, about Tom. Have I seen him? No, not since a course I was taking that he was a presenter and Host for, ended. Not because I haven't wanted to see him. That was 3 weeks ago. That was before so many things.
My friend said, "well, if it's meant to be, then you will run into each other."
Certainly get tired of running into people that could be, only to not be. Tired of my "poor" timing. And yet a new part of me says, "it isn't MY timing, it's the timing of the universe." Some people, some relationships, aren't meant to be. Not because of you, not because of him. Because God, the Universe, a Higher Power, has a different plan for you.
As another friend shared not too long ago:
Being single doesn't mean nobody wants you, it means God is busy writing your Love Story.
It still hurts. It still gets tiring. It still makes me wonder WHEN?
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