Cajun......Toast

I reconnected, if ever so briefly on Sunday with Cajun.
A fella I met this past summer.
Definitely a sexy guy.
He's looking for a like soul,
I don't think I am that one.
I feel that to say he is a free spirit,
is somewhat of an understatement.
Or maybe just a wrong view.
Perhaps ...immature?

Interestingly enough,
he was actually willing to come over to Sheridan
yesterday and today.
I put the halt on it.
It would have been a bootie call.
Still, though, a 4 hour trip for him.
And something he was unwilling to do a few months ago,
drive further than 1 hour.
At the same time,
I really don't know him.

Deep down,
someone wanting to....
willing to.....
drive 4 hours
in snow
in cold COLD COLD weather
for sex
just
plain
scares
me.