Dreams

I've always believed that dreams were a way of telling you something, of your mind working things out that you couldn't work out while awake.

I've had reoccuring dreams about being married and moving into town, making a better life for myself.  And then as life is good in town, I move back to the ranch.  For a while, life is grand and then it slowly gets controlling and awful and I search for where I lived in town, for my freer life in town. 

Lately, though, since I've been back from my holiday vacation, I have had very evil dreams.  Dreams that are scary.  I can't help but think there is a correlation to the fact that while away, I didn't check my online dating sites once....I did fear coming home to an "empty" life though I didn't have bad dreams.  Now I am checking on my online dating sites, Angler wants to withdraw from communications, and my dreams are very evil. 

Remember the lesson about my Rodeo Date - he seemed good "on paper," "on line," however in real life, he was not.  And so I apply that lesson to this - what seems is not always true.