This isn't starting out so well, which isn't true. I'm twitterpated. What isn't starting out so well is that I don't need more distractions. Or I don't need more opportunity to be distracted. It isn't that I'm ADD, though sometimes I have sypmtoms of being as much. Sometimes I am anxious and have trouble settling down and doing what I need to do.
I stated in an earlier post that a friend of mine wasn't living her life when she let friends of a guy "dictate" whether she would flirt with another guy or not (and she forgot her own words - you are more interesting when you are talking to other guys than being a wall-flower on the bar stool).
Well, I got home last night and was so excited over a fella's email that I couldn't WAIT to write back. And NOW, I'm waiting for him to reply. There's no way he can reply when I can't stop emailing. Though my point is, did I do the things I needed to do? The things I long to do? Nope, I wrote to him.
Ugh, when will I learn?
Truly, I know better. It is important for me to live my life and not get so distracted, because if something goes wrong, or goes south, then I have to pick up my pieces to my life again. "If you are tired of starting again, quit stopping."
Furthermore, by doing my own things, keep going forward in MY life, I am more interesting. I am also more successful which I need to be on many levels, and that in turn makes my life - my life. And I'm living instead of stewing.
...................I'm also a little tired this morning from lack of sleep.............ah twitter pating...
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