Time To Let Go...

Time to let go.
Truly.
It's been coming on for - a month now?
Yes.
I know I felt it driving to my sister's a few weeks ago.
Felt the ability to let go...
of Dumbass 
surface.
Came home and apparently couldn't get it done.


I think I've held on for all this time,
partly because he's been a diversion in my life.
I have new diversions or new interests.
And goals.
Things I want.
Things that are important, 
and FAR MORE
important
than a
Dumbass.


Though what solidified it today was the relation of why
I've held onto him:


1) He's been out and about 
2) He has participated in mild-flirtation
3) He has been kind of fun to place in shock mode.  For me to show up when he least expects it (though some of it was be "coincidence"), and with someone or many people he had no idea I had connection to
4) He's a player - so there's always that possibility.


HOWEVER, and regardless of the fact that she is boring and he appears to be boring (especially when I see them out together - because hell yes, I'd have him on the dance floor) - 


He does have a girlfriend.
Player or not.
He has a girlfriend.


And it has never been my "M.O" to continue to like someone once I find out that they, have, a girlfriend.


Right, wrong, boring, pretty, ugly, boring, doesn't matter.
He apparently has a girlfriend - 


Have fun with that-
Time to let go.