My date went well; I had a very nice time. I enjoyed myself and I enjoyed him. And I look forward to our next adventure together - which will be in 2 weeks.
That said, my anxiety was that I wouldn't be attracted to him. I've learned that you can talk to someone for ever, you can email and get to know them, however being WITH someone, in their presence is a whole different game.
My other anxiety was that I'd have to give up my other Jello.
Well, I am attracted to him.
And I don't have to give up my other Jello, as I'm still a free agent.
I'm not attached to anyone.
And ANYTHING can still happen.
He can decide that he isn't ready for a relationship, even though he thinks he is.
He can decide that he isn't attracted to me.
He can decide that he wants to get back with his wife. Or that he found someone else.
Anything is still possible.
Looking for my Dance Partner....
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